Today is a new day.

Since the weather outside was absolutely horrid today, my anger of not being able to go out is slowly fading away. I took a pretty long nap and even missed dinner this afternoon..from 4 30 to 8 25. good, eh? I told you guys i love sleeping. (:

btw i think my signing on skills have gotten better. first i signed on with the wrong email address, but i eventually noticed and logged on using the correct one. though it took me 4 tries, ive improved.

i think ive been watching too many dramas lately.
my dreams are really confusing and often relate to the shows i watch.
ohh by the way.
i watch..ToGetHer, Boys over flowers Korean ver. (watched the final (: this tuesday. ), Gossip Girl, and Americas Next Top Model.
ever get a feeling that youre half away and half asleep but you keep trying to stay away to think about what you wanna dream about next? that ALWAYS happens to me.
thats where all these absurd dreams are born.
hahah

I do dream, but i tend to forget passwords.

the title says it all.
i dream..but im too lazy to log on to blogger and when i do i forget my password and reset instead.
i dont remember the dream i had during my afternoon nap.
but
i decided to write about my terrible day.
when people see me they feel like i live a great life and im treated like a princess and i have everything i want. i have nothing i want. except my laptop where i can rant about life issues (:
when everyone thats around you does something and youre excluded what do u do?
well..i hesitated for a long time and decided to just leave and find my own road.
today i went to see the something i missed.
and i was happy for them.
really really happy.
but someones gotta piss you off on a good day, you know?
im REALLY sad right now.
i had something originally planned but because i said something that pissed somebody driving me off i cant go.
and i really promised that someone. and i was really looking forward to seeing a special someone =( im beginning to feel like the only things that are always there for me are my dolls and im not 2 anymore.
i didnt really piss them off they just always think theyre right like..NO YOU ARE NOT RIGHT thats just a stereotype.
im sad..
and im def. gonna disappoint people.