Saturday, June 20, 2009

my day, no dream.


i really need to go to bed 'cause i just came back from wonderland at 9 30 and im sooo tired both of my legs are soo tired. im going to splat lots of deapheat onto it (: im sooooooooooooo relieved its over like omg.
hahaha but i couldn't go to bed YET because i need to record all the things i've accomplished today!
this morning, i met up with rachel, nicole, and amy to take the TTC and GO bus to go to canada's wonderland. this is like the first time i've been to wonderland, because the last time i went i was 1 and a half. surprisingly, the last time i went to wonderland i was allowed to get into one of the scariest rides. i was 1 and a half, just to reassure you. my aunt had to take me up because my mommy was (and still is!) afraid of heights. i thought i'd be okay..
we got there at 10 ish and the rides were ready at 10 30 already. the first thing we played was The Rage ( i sat with nicole (:) , where a boat goes back and forth high up into the air. It was high for me, but not at all for my friends. they all put their arms up, but i was really reluctant to do so. it was fun though (: because its so confusing which staircase is for which ride, i had no idea what to expect for the The second thing we went on was Silver Streak. I really got up there thinking.."what am i doing up here? what am i doing with my life? my life is more than this extreme risk taking. mommy's not here to save me if anything happens." the security cushion around my head kept hitting my cheeks and my earrings were stabbing into my ears. it was really painful. Nic and I sat at the first seats. I decided ot tell Amy to keep my earrings for me somewhere safe because it was hurting me wayyy too much =(. It's actually a family ride, except its an INVERTED ride! Those scare me the most because when we're inverted, nothing's really keeping us alive except that cushion pushing at our shoulders and the seatbelt tugging in between our legs. That's soo scary. sooo scary. Next, we went on one that looked like something for kids, since it was wooden and seemed like it was based on bears or something. it was called Dragon Fire (sounds like a childish name, no?) when i got up, i still thought that was what was coming for me. I sat with Rachel this time, and I almost died because it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long i thought it was never ever going to end. it was also really shaky. it felt like i was sitting in my brother's modded TL a-spec going up and being pushed down the street backwards in a shopping cart coming back down.
i think i took in too much air during this ride. ahha. ahhhh. next, we went on Thunder Run where I sat with Amy. At this point, i knew i was the most scared person on the planet.after, they wanted to play this spinny thing where they had to stand up and the thing would spin them around and going up higher at the same time. i didnt go on this one, because i couldn't handle spinny things..i just really hate that feeling. i started getting hungry at that point. we watched people on the nearby ride, DROP ZONE going very high up into the air and dropping down at the speed of light. i heard of the accident in Six Flags in Kentucky for the same ride where a girl lost her right leg, so i didnt encourage anybody to play this one :(. next, we went on Thunder Run where I sat with Amy. At this point, i knew i was the most scared person on the planet. We were going to go for lunch, but Amy Rach and Nic wanted to go on the Skyrider, a standing up roller coaster. i knew it was impossible for me to survive without killing a million brain cells or avoid a heart attack if i went up there, so i just waited for them to line up and go on it (: after (sorry..so many AFTERS). fine. THEN, we went on the ride where there was a huge splash at the end of a roller coaster (w. rach the first time, nic the second hehe the best of both worlds?).LOL. i REALLY liked this one because we just went up once and came down once. at the end of the decline, there was a huge splash of water and it went slowly..then there would be water on the RIGHT side splashing us again. hahahah. we were really wet after, and we were still in our clothes. but we didnt care. we went on again. (: thank god i took my winnie the pooh towel with me today!! you saved me again, winnie <3.>.< cool ="(."> after, we FINALLY ate lunch. after lunch, we went to see the 3D spongebob thingy which i REALLY liked because it was really really fun and the chairs were movinggg. at first i thought we were only lining up to wear these yellow cool glasses

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

she dreamed a dream..


let's say i was pretty determined not to post on my blog or use the internet at all today. that was until my mommy told me she had a weird dream during her nap this afternoon. while she was sleeping, she suddenly felt really cold and saw 2 men in tuxedos. one was cantaloupe-coloured and the other was honey melon-coloured. she said it felt like they were pulling a prank on her and sticking their faces really close to mommy. and then she told me she didn't wake up after because she was already half awake. that creeped me out a little bit, because it meant there was a chance that there were actually two men who appeared in her bedroom..and both daddy was at work and brother was at work today
oh.
and yes, i do believe in the paranormal.
and i really hope it was really a dream for mommy..

a week of hard work, 2 months of freedom.


its true..
i didn't write on my blog for a WEEK.
sorry.
i had exams starting last thursday, so i was studying and procrastinating (:
i've been on my blog via the link to just stare at my blog and read, except i was too lazy to sign on and stuff.
again, sorryy. i have 3 exams this semester- history was last thursday, science was on monday, and i have french tomorrow. since its midnight, supposedly i still have one day tmr to study?
yay!
i should be studying right now, but instead im getting ready to watch Millionaire's First Love again, write my bestie's airplane letter, and stare at french notes blankly.
im gonna miss irene. she's flying to hk in 4 weeks! she left me last summer too, but i wasnt feeling as bad last time. this time, im really gonna miss her! even though shes really temperamental and she has issues LOL!! i love her so much and im gonna miss her sooo much even though we'll be msn-ing, on the phone, facebooking. ahhh im gonna miss her. shes going to hong kong, korea, mainland, taiwan, and china. wow. shes superwoman. i always knew!
k im going to wonderland this friday, and the weather forecast says: OMG NO WAY!!!! *prays*
Cloudy with 70 percent chance of showers. Low 17. High 21.
recently, ive been really obsessed with Marie Digby, a girl who started out on youtube who now has a contract signed with a record company. the lyrics of her original songs really touch my heart and represent the feelings and emotions about my love, the one and only _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ . cant even type his name on my blog..it makes me crumble when i see what im feeling
Marie Digby-Say it again..

The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there`s a voice inside my heart that`s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you`re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there`s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you`re in love

And it feels like it`s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you`re in love
Say it again

When you tell me you`re in love
Say it again

k its so late
im going to watch tv and stuff (:
ttyl.
<3>

-Misha

Thursday, June 11, 2009

i found out yesterday...

that..


I PASSEDD!!! yayyy. i checked for my mark in the library today with two of my best buddies this year-amy and rachel. and guess what? i got a 60 on the dot! i was so happy yesterday, but couldn't post it..i was starting to study for my history exam tomorrow! I have it at 12:45..i studied until 2 last night, because i was literally reading my 500 page textbook. this morning, my bestie irene wasnt here 'cause she had her piano examination in the afternoon. jessica left me in keyboard class after getting her mark..so i really wanted the triplets to skip with me. turns out rach had to switch slots with the timetable, so we all waited for her and ate lunch after. OH. and today..i killed the ugliest beetle like bee thingy. lol. Nicole took off her shoe for me and I hesitated for REALLY long to kill it. then after like 20 minutes, i swear i saw it moving again, so i smacked it again. sorry, buggy. sorry. you scared my friends. i couldn't let a little thing like you survive. btw..i'll post pics of the bug asap after nicole posts them on facebook. haha so after lunch, rachel amy joyce and i all skipped our class..then last period me and amy were looking at our yearbooks and i was studying hard! turns out my buddy lawrence made study notes and sent them to me..from 10-12 tonight we were studying and testing each other over the phone. thanks lawrence <3>
im REALLY sleepy right now, didnt do much studying. i'll wake up tmr at 10 to do it.
let's hope i dream tonight!
xoxo

Tuesday, June 9, 2009


This past week was all panicking. I recently wrote my Harmony 5 RCM theory examination a month ago and results were supposed to be posted online starting today. Today, I was sitting at my computer since 3:55 clicking and refreshing every 10 seconds until 5. I messaged my friends who also took the exam who went to lessons with me, and they have all gotten their results back. I'm so scared, because I made a lot of stuff up on the exam and I think I messed up a question worth many many many many marks. im really scared. why am i the only one who didnt get my mark back yet? the last date for marks to be posted is the 22nd. what if i actually need to wait that long to only find out i failed something? life is so so so so painful at the moment. just when will i be my normal happy self again? please pray for me..as i will be tonight before going to bed pray for me to pass pray for me to not disappoint my parents, who love me so much and invested in this one and only talent of mine..

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

PEEKABOOOO Kim Bum sees you. LOL
I haven't posted in a couple of days, because I've been suffering from a really high fever (39.4 celsius) and had to stay in bed and eat tylenol day and night. I'm still a bit sick, my voice isn't back yet..and i'm coughing like crazy. Everyone at school seems to be sick also..its creepy. When I'm sick, I tend to think and hallucinate alot due to to the meds. This time, 2 dreams definitely stood out. 1. I was a part of a beauty pageant. During the talent part of the competition, a girly guy (who i actually know in reality) played the 2nd movement of Fantaisie Impromptu and received a lot of applause from the audience. I also prepared to play the whole Fantaisie Impromptu, but for some reason the keys on the grand piano were soooo hard to strike and it was a big mess. At the end, I was laughed at and my parents were really embarassed. I felt really bad when i woke up, because I got my piano teaching certificate by playing the Fantaisie impromptu as one of my assessment pieces, so its impossible for me to play it terribly by now. haha (: 2. It was Dance Night, a night where all dance crews at my school showed off their talent to dance. A really professional group was invited to perform at our school and I was watching my friends rehearse for their Korean Tell Me Dance. One of the guys (who i never ever meant before, but was good looking) asked me if I could be a part of their dance and help control them..like puppets. I told them I had to ask my mommy because it was already 3:30 and my mommy had waited for me after school since 3:00. It took a while for me to find my mommy and I had to persuade her to allow me to help the guy. When I ran back to the stage to tell the guy I was able to help him, he had already left with his crew. That was the end of my dream :( I have exams and summatives this week and the next 2 weeks to come. I'm really stressed.. and I've got an essay to right in history tomorrow. I'm still sick. I'm going to finish my episode of Knock Knock Loving You and go to bed. <3>